MSR read through the manuscript once more."Stop stalling," Tigs ordered. "No killing of my characters either."
"What's the matter, MSR? Can't follow up my brilliant writing?"
"Brilliant as Kari in her performance in Kiss Your Tonsils Goodbye," quipped Blinker as he watched SL4 eat the pizza.
MSR stared at Blinker. "That bitch was on my man!"
"See that'll always get her started," whispered Blinker to Recall.
"Hey, Ratboy's dead," a smirking Recall added.
"He's not! Recall, your segment it toast!" she replied with *that* smile.
She grabbed a ream and started to write.
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Maggie picked an aisle and wandered down it. A rainbow colored journal caught her eye as she scanned across the shelf. She eased it out of its position and turned to a page.
“Wow, a poetry book.” She looked up and down the aisle, looking for a place to sit.
A corner cubbyhole with a plush rattan couch with fluffy pillows beckoned her. She sat sideways; curling her legs around her and began reading.
My Journey
Existing in a living hell
Tortured day and night
Almost sold my soul
For a few hours of rest
Temptations so great
That I prayed for death
One day I was rescued
Finally my guardian angels
Coming to my aid
Liberating me from agony
Taking me into the light
The Hawk
Named for his face
A leader among men
Sorrowful and kind-hearted
But angry and bloodthirsty too
Always planning on the future
The Owl
The wise one amongst them
The voice of reason
Courage, honor and knowledge
All rolled in one
A good man
The Tiger
Her raven black hair
Cut at her shoulder
A thief she is
Sometimes stealing in plain sight
Often the bringer of pain to the Owl
The Cardinal
His red curly hair
Matched his youth
Impetuous, adventurous, foolhardy
So eager to grow up
Sometimes too easy to fool
We vanished into the night
Without a trace
Travelling to distant lands
Always thinking of home
Hoping one day to reach it
Finding a world in need
What were our five lives worth
When hundreds needed saving?
We sacrificed our way home
Now we wait for other travelers
We watched as the others left
Sadness in our hearts
Joy in theirs
Their journey just beginning
Mine was the beginning of the end
My journey has been difficult
The others can only watch
My agony, my pain, my nightmares
Waiting for the time
When I can be healed
In mind, heart and spirit
Making sacrifices in my name
Consciences wracked with guilt
Delivering pain to those left
Promising that it will end
Praying for a miracle
Hoping for the future
No other choice than
Stay on this course
Too late to change it
For death stands on all sides
I’ve told them to save themselves
Leave me and go home
A promise was made
Together we will stay
Till the bitter end
Will I see another day, a week or year?
Will I see another sunrise?
Will I see it snow?
Will I find true love?
Why do I torture myself?
To dream of another day
To seek that which can’t be found
To hope when all is lost
To live instead of to exist
*Maggie, get a grip on yourself. Okay, string theory… think Maggie… What’s string theory? Uh… can’t think… so sad… so lost… I want to go home… Stop it Maggie!*
“What’s wrong?” asked Jessa as she saw a softly sobbing Maggie. Maggie wiped away her tears as she handed the book to Jessa who scanned it.
Jessa raised her eyebrow alarmed. “This wasn’t supposed to be here. Where did you find it?”
Maggie pointed in the direction of the blank journals. “What’s wrong?”
A nervous Jessa glanced around them to see if there was anyone nearby then walked down a couple of aisles. No prying eyes or ears were found. Nevertheless, she pulled Maggie into the office with Logan silently watching them, asking and receiving the reason in her sister’s eyes.
“Maggie, that was written by one of the mercs… a woman… uh… her name is…”
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“I say we go now! I want out of here,” the shorthaired man exclaimed as he sprawled on the couch, an open beer in his hand. His hawk-like face momentarily contorted in anger before peaceful contemplation replaced it once again.
“We can’t do that, we promised her,” the red-haired one ventured from the kitchen. “We can’t just let her die.”
His peaceful contemplation was broken when his can was empty. “Blah, blah, blah, you always say that, young one. You haven’t been around as long as we have. You need to learn to survive.” He threw the can into the huge pile in the corner.
“No, Methos, someone helped us before. Now we have to repay that debt,” the wise one remarked, twisting a Celtic hair tie around his long black hair.
Out of the kitchen, Rich swooped, bearing more beer. He tossed a six pack to Methos “Mac’s right. We all made that promise long ago. We *have* to keep it.”
“So it’s two against one eh? Isn’t that against the rules?” Methos quipped right before he downed his favorite drink.
The opening of a bedroom door ushered the men into silence. The news wasn’t good from the long sad face of their friend.
“She’s still hanging on. When she writes, she seems to be feeling better,” she answered as she went to Mac. “We should have slid with the others,” lamented Amanda as she took the beer he kept for her.
“I’m with her.” Methos threw another empty into the growing pile.
Mac shook his head. “You would. No, that would have destabilized the vortex. We couldn’t risk it. It was the right choice.”
“How do you know for sure, Mac? You didn’t try to…”
Mac stared hard at him. “Rich, we didn’t have time. What’s done is done. I did what I could do at that time. I wish I could have done more.”
“Stop it all of you,” came a voice from the bedroom.
Their attentions snapped to the open door where a sickly red-haired woman stood. “The right choice was made. It was the *right* choice.”
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“… her name is…” Jessa’s darted around the room, terror written on her face.
“Jessa, who is she? Is she the reason why? Jessa? What?” Maggie shook her by the shoulder, trying to snap her out of it. “Come on, Jessa.”
Maggie lowered her into the nearest chair then hit the intercom. In her calmest voice, she announced. “Price check on a journal. Price check on a journal.”
She pressed a button on her watch, activating the comm system connecting her to Conrad and Quinn. “Guys, get to the bookstore. Something really bad is going on here.”
The door opened to a bewildered Logan. “What’s wrong?”
“Jessa, she just froze. I showed her this,” explained Maggie, handing over the journal.
Logan scanned it as Maggie continued working on Jessa.
Logan swallowed. “Uh… this was written by Wade Welles.”
“Wade? Isn’t that a guy’s name?” questioned three voices in unison.
Maggie and Logan glanced at the door. “We’re here.”
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“You keep repeating it’s the right choice and pretty soon you’ll believe it.” Methos worried more about himself than the others, but he wasn’t going to tell them.
“Let’s get back to bed, sweetie,” Amanda went to her. “Come on, now. You have to keep your strength up.” Amanda added in her best mother hen voice she could muster.
The three men watched as Amanda dutifully helped her friend back to bed. They waited until the door was shut to continue their conversation.
“She can’t go on living like this,” contemplated Rich as he watched the light reflecting on his beer can.
Mac began to pace. “She can and she will as long as she has hope. And hope is what we are going to give her.”
“But this charade we’ve been playing isn’t going to last forever. They’ll find out sooner or later. We can’t force them to have children, hoping that one of them is going to match her. This sucks!” Rich threw his can at the wall, spilling beer all over the place.
*If they only knew* thought Methos as he looked at the mirror.
Three months earlier…
Methos was at the lake staring at his reflection, contemplating their future on this world. He looked up and saw her.
He shook his head in disbelief. “Alexa,” he murmured. “Alexa, is that really you?”
“It’s Jessa. *Not* Alexa,” she corrected once again. “How many times do I have to tell you?”
Jessa couldn’t believe that Rich continued pursuing her sister even after Logan had told him in plain terms that she wasn’t interested. She decided once and for all to end her sister’s torment once and for all no matter what it took.
Momentarily, Methos was taken aback. He cleared his throat then coughed. “Uh… sorry about that. So what did you want?”
Jessa screwed up her courage. “I want to make a deal with you. I’ll do anything you want to get Rich off my sister’s back. She doesn’t want his untoward attention.”
*My God, it is Alexa* Methos thought as he stared into her eyes.
“Deal,” he replied as he kissed her.
Present…
“Dammit, why did you have to make that deal?” cursed Methos aloud at his reflection.
Mac raised his eyebrow “What deal?”
“Nothing. Something in the past,” murmured Methos, getting up.
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Jessa couldn’t shake the images jetting through her mind. *What did I do? My God, what is he? Who are these people? He’s a killer. Swords. Masquerade balls? Lightning… Somebody help me!*
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MSR stuck out her tongue. "Later, gotta catch all those showings of Endgame!"
She ran out of there before anyone could grab her.
Blink didn't blink when he read the story. "CRACK CRACK CRACK. Get back here, MSR...MSR...N...MSR!"
"Sheesh. I think I like the other one better," Recall remarked after reading the story.
"Nah, I like that one better. She actually followed the story." Tigs replied, putting away her claws.
"So tufted one, whatcha going to write?" asked Recall.
Blinker smiled. "That's for me to know and all of you to find out later."
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